- It's been a few weeks since i've blogged.
And amazingly, tmr, 12am, i will be flying off to Brunei for my infantry package and JCC already.
Oh my, gonna go through shit again.
This time round, i guess, it should be the worst i will ever be going through during my entire term in ocs.
With hope i pray, for everything to go through smoothly,
without anybody injured, exhausted or any other tragedies that can happen.
Truthfully, I am a little worried about how the terrain's gonna be like in Brunei.
Guess i need a couple of days to adapt before really getting into the mood.
arghhh F this shit.
The next time i post, is when i return back to singapore, with truimph.
:D
JCC badge's gonna be mine!
`Sometimes @ 6:24 AM
- oh wow, this blog is so dead. -.-
Just whipped up a maggimee meal for myself and here I am, stoning at home, doing nothing!
Practically slept the whole day off today.
Initially thought of going for a late night movie session with my brother,
but! he cui, suddenly got an appointment at Changi Airport: to see charbo.
Stupid sia, go so far for f**K.
Ah anyway, facebook's my friend in army.
Glad i stayed in OCS and didnt get posted to khatib camp,
where all my artillery friends are, cause OCS bunk got computer.
Kinda miss them eh, cause we've been through thick and thin together.
Haiz. All good things ALWAYS come to an end.
Have to adapt lo, bo bian ma.
8th Nov, i will be flying over to Brunei for my jungle training liaoo.
Super sian, JCC eh.
For 10 days, i will be only given 4 biscuit packs, 2 fruit bars, and 3 ration packs.
For 10 days, i will only have about 3+1+3 litres of water.
In order to get more of them, i will have to hunt lo, which most likely isnt the case la, because we wouldnt have time to do that.
What to do? Ration the limited amounts of ration!
Guess i would lose lots of weight during that period of time ba.
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First 5 days, we have to navigate in the thick vegetation of Brunei.
It is going to be tough due to the terrain and the extreme load we'll be carrying.
Heard from many pple that every night is going to be a wet night.
ah, i feel like a goner, wet uniform and boots for ten full days.
BLAH.
I shall just endure it through!
Kinda think i will be tearing, after the course, when i navigate back to the main camp from the depths of the Brunei jungle.
FOR THE COUNTRY!
no la, i where got so wei da.
For my family and loved ones.
Keep me motivated throughout!
Eh WOW, double WOW!
Read through my archives just now and found out something really F**KED up and terrible.
How the hell!
I started my A levels revision only 42 days before the first paper.
OMG.
How the hell, i repeat, how the hell i made it.
Thank you, whoever's been blessing me.
Did i post my results here, I shall then!
GP: D
Physics: A
Chemistry: A
Math: A
Econs: A
Kao, if i look back, i would think 42days is definitely not enough for A levels revision derh lo.
Please, anyone who's mugging for A's now, or in future, give yourself more time,
AND dont torture yourself by doing last minute work!
The stress you undergo isnt worthed it.
Wah lan sia.
Anywayy, I am >6months old soldier already!
Nearing my ORD and commissioning parade soon!
Dallan and HannBin's gonna get their first black bar 3 months later,
which will come really soon.
So happy and glad for them sia.
When that day comes, it means, I too, am gonna commission already.
I guess the 2 factors that are pushing me on are kinda obvious liaoo.
I WANNA commission!
Lets just, endure through this tough 3 months first ba.
And my very first challenge, JCC in Brunei.
`Sometimes @ 8:04 AM
- lol POP LOH! 22nd going to new posting, 19th receive posting results!
`Sometimes @ 6:43 AM
- Recently i sleep alot eh!
like a piggy pigg.
But then everyday without fail,
i would wake up at 7am.
hahah.
First reason: (dont wanna say why. :P)
2nd reason: Cause my dog woke me up. ><
OH YA!
that dog super black,
i think now quite big size le.
still remembered how small it was when my father first brought it home.
but now, tsktsktsk.
sibei big size eh!
scary, but naughty!
everything also wanna bite.
especially in the morning, like siao gao like that.
crazyy derh.
anw, my mum went to ask the vet a really dumb question.
and i think its worthed it to be posted up here!
she asked: erm, when can the dog be really called a "dog" ah?
(Which means, when will the puppy finally grow up to become an adult dog)
crazy larh! dog is dog what,
why ask until like that!
hahah, heng the vet understand what she's talking about.
lol!
nevermind!
TIME TO GO NJ. :D
ps: take good care of yourself kay? i dontknow why, but i'm worried.
`Sometimes @ 11:29 PM
- 我再也没有办法形容她有多美
她的周围有太多人献媚
抢一朵玫瑰抢得我好累
我再也没有办法预知她的迂回
进而又退我精神快崩溃
一个傻男人为了她不睡
太愚昧
却舍不得撤退
抢手的玫瑰迷恋等于给她水
虚荣在作祟越抢她就越陶醉
她没有不爱谁
也没有选择谁
放机会让人想入非非
抢手的玫瑰总有一天会枯萎
会否没人追怀念当初有我陪
她的泪太虚伪
让我沸让我醉
抢一个心碎抢到所有人（都）伤痕累累
就算最后爱到面目全非
我一再的温习
爱的初衷
为何行动
越被撤退
越要发威
`Sometimes @ 11:23 PM
- 暧昧让人受尽委屈，
找不到相爱的证据，
何时该前进，何时该放弃，
连拥抱都没有勇气。
只能陪你到这里，
毕竟有些事不可以，
超过了友情，还不到爱情，
远方就要下雨的风景。
到底该不该哭泣，
想太多是我还是你，
我真不服气，也开始怀疑，
也前的人是不是同一个真实的你。
暧昧让人受尽委屈，
找不到相爱的证据，
何时该前进，何时该放弃，
连拥抱都没有勇气。
暧昧让人变得贪心，
直到等待失去意义，
无奈我和你，写不出结局，
放遗憾的美丽停在这里。
`Sometimes @ 10:04 AM
- ehhh very long never post le!
HAHAHAHA!
TML got chingay preview!
lol!
poked my nose into that too.
anw, goodnights! HAHAH.
i;m losing the kick to post new posts...
`Sometimes @ 9:50 AM